Pointless Journal Entry # Who Gives A Scrap

I swear that trying to draw, pretty much anything can be difficult at times and with me it involves a whole lot of erasing and tons of paper getting trashed in the process. Oh yeah, like its a shock that I still rely on paper considering everyone else seems to be going digital nowadays. Sometimes you find a picture and you immediately want to try and recreate it in pencil form and fail miserably at it. After trying at about 10 times now I basically said fuck it I'll try again some other time.

What was the point of this journal entry you ask? Well it basically shows that I'm still alive and still mentally sound. The other reasons are a combined effort that involved me actually using this journal entry more often and that I just wanted to bitch about how much of a mediocre artist I am because I can't create a drawing out of a picture of some cute blonde girl that I may or may not have a slight crush on. I don't know I just think she has pretty eyes. What more do you want me to say on the matter?